Born
in 1955 I was reared in a Roman Catholic family.
My father and mother were respected members of their community.
I was one of 7 children, four boys and 3 girls.
From very early days I had desires after spiritual things.
This manifested itself originally in the reading of all types of
spiritual literature including the Spiritual Exercises of Ignatius Loyola ,
the Pilgrims Progress of John Bunyan and the Book of revelation in the New
Testament. In 1972 I met some
Christians from a Christian fellowship in Limerick, who were witnessing for
the Lord on the streets of Cork. For
the first time I heard the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ clearly and simply.
These new Christians were not Protestant or Catholic but called
themselves simply ‘Christians’. A catch phrase of theirs at this time was “we are not the
only Christians but we want to be Christians only”.
It was in this simple atmosphere that I was introduced to the Christian
community. During visits to
Limerick, in an open house fellowship I experienced the joy of Christian
fellowship. In 1972 I also met
Julia Lanigan at a bible study organised by Walter Burrell.
Right from the first time I saw her I knew she was going to be very
important in my life. It was not
until December 13th 1974 that we tied the knot and became united in
body and spirit.
In
1978 I met Denis Linehan at a Catholic Charismatic meeting in Ballyphehane.
I got to know Denis and his wife Myra and was invited to start a
meeting in their house. Over the
next 10 years we had some great experiences with God and God tapped us into a
mighty move of his Spirit. We met
in various houses and in local community centres as was needed.
We experienced many supernatural interventions of God and many people
experienced supernatural help from the Spirit.
We also knew Jim Rice and Jim took us into his house and for many years
he has been a father to our group whom we all respect.
We have been blessed by many streams of
the body of Christ but the discipleship stream was a great blessing to us.
My
heart was always for the whole church. Right
from my conversion I had received a vision from the scripture and the Spirit
of a church made up of all those who believed in a given locality.
I never have accepted the division and sectarianism which appears to
mark the church in Cork I began to preach this intensely and also to teach the
central elements of New Testament church life.
To me these are the centrality of Jesus Christ, the centrality of
revelation from the word of God. Coupled
to these was a desire to see a community of believers not just a gathering of
believers on Sunday morning. I
formed an opinion that to experience the fullness of Christ it would take a
people who were wholly given to the Lord and to each other.
We
began to search the scriptures and found that the believers were called
Christians / Messianics and that they met together for teaching, fellowship, prayer and for
love feasts( A common meal called an Agape). Love feasts became a
central aspect of how we worshipped God and these were open feasts where
anyone could share, sing or in some other creative way celebrate the love of
God in Jesus Christ. To this end
my heart burned with the reality of covenant relationship and the need for
accountability within such relationships.
Within this context people were encouraged to develop deep relations
within the church where they could share their hearts in a secure environment
and get help from other brothers and sisters in the faith.
Discipleship and covenant relationships were central tenets of this
early part of my teaching.
Over
the years we have moved on many times and have delved into new revelations of
the word as they have surfaced via teaching within the local body or via
trans-national ministries. Over
this period I also experienced the love of God in forgiveness of my sins and
in the healing of my body both emotionally and physically. My wife And family have equally experienced the love of God
in this way.
Julia’s Ministry:
My
wife Julia with others in the fellowship felt a strong urge of the Spirit to
develop a social ministry to supplement the spiritual ministry we were
involved in. This we pursued by
getting involved with a national Pro-Life organisation.
This gave us opportunity to reach out to some needy people in our
community. We are still very much
involved and now run the local office of this charity with some of our members
holding positions on the national committee as well. Others within the prayer group are involved in the YMCA ,
Scripture Union and other para-church organisations.
Over
the years I have had the privilege of not only seeing my wife’s ministry
develop, my children grow in the knowledge of God but I too have experienced
the ongoing love of God. One
meeting I smelled the fragrance of Jesus as he moved through the group during
worship. Another time I
experienced the presence of the Father among us in a very
tangible way. Since going
to Toronto in 1994, I have also experienced a deepening of this holy work of
the Spirit.
In
1989 after a beautiful year of close fellowship and a wonderful church holiday
things started to go wrong within the eldership. We had embarked for the first time in our church life on an
evangelistic campaign. This put
an enormous strain on all of us and especially the eldership.
I feel very sad that this resulted in over 15 people of the community
leaving and later going on to form another prayer group.
I felt very disillusioned at the time and contemplated leaving the
eldership and the church. In 1991
I retired from the eldership feeling that my vision was no longer central to
the path the church was walking. Julia
and I were thoroughly disillusioned by 1994.
In
1994 Julia and myself were seriously contemplating leaving the prayer group.
I had left the leadership in 1991 when the other two elders felt the
church should try a different path and direction.
By 1994 we were having difficulty staying with a group which was slowly
becoming just another evangelical group.
I had stopped attending the meetings but Julia persisted as a deacon
within the group. In September we
had planned a holiday in Spain when Ramond McCullough, the editor of the Bread
Magazine, arrived at our door late one night.
He told us all about Toronto and that some of the CFC leaders in
Belfast had been really touched by the Spirit.
We then decided to go and with the help of some friends got the money
together. The Lord really healed Julia from many hurts at this time,
hurts she had received within our own group as my wife due to gossip and
slander that pursued me. I also
was touched but felt little in the way of manifestations.
However on arrival home we were in for a surprise.
After
returning to Cork not feeling much of anything, I subsequently experienced a
new anointing presence that caused many to experience the fresh presence of
the Lord Jesus. I began to feel
the heart of God for people in a new way and began to experience His love and
anointing in an overpowering way. I,
over a period of a year experienced the laughing of the Spirit and the crying
of the Spirit. I found both of
these to be overwhelming experiences that conquered my heart again for Jesus. Since then we have moved into a new supernatural realm with
many of the children seeing angels and experiencing visions.
Many of the adults also have been touched and released.
It has not always been easy as many Christians have turned their back
on this move of the Spirit and called it a move of the devil.
All I can say that we have never been closer to the Jesus of the bible
since tasting of this stream of the Spirit
I was
asked in 1994 to become an elder once again and accepted this honour.
Since then
Dan Day and myself
have led the prayer group. We
have sought over this period to reach back into our Celtic past to understand
where our roots are growing. During
this latter period we have developed a working relationship with a couple from
Pioneer people in Cobham which has really made an impact on my life and on the
prayer group. God has continued to gift us with a beautiful depth in worship,
a rich flood of new songs, poems and praise to our Lord Jesus.
I give God the praise for this depth of experience and knowledge which
has caused us to love the Lord Jesus Christ in ever increasing depths.
It has also allowed me to pursue my vision of a church without walls
that recognises all members of the Body of Christ.
Whether Catholic, Protestant or no name His body is a mystical
manifestation that in all its varieties captures the manifold presence of God.
The
current strong emphasis in my life is the need for a return to radical
prophetic spirituality and to the experience of the work of the Father in the
church. I see this in the lives
of the early Irish saints and there radical lifestyles. I see God calling people to follow him into a wilderness away
from the evangelical fixtures to a new prophetic awaking.
The need for reality in the everyday lives of the saints and a safe
place to express this reality is the goal of ministry.
I am firmly rooted in prophetic prayer and to seeing people experience
a new depth in praying through what God wants for the locality in which each
prayer group exists. The last
thing that moves me to tears is the need to reach our cities and towns and to
see transformation of these into safer environments for all people.
To do this people will have to lay down their differences and learn to
pray prophetically together. Leaders
will have to experience a new humility and see their church as a group within
the larger church of Jesus in the area.
Your
fellow pilgrim in Christ
Douglas
Heffernan.
a nice old pic of us when we were young